Its been a while... I guess i've been too busy doing damage control in this thing called life. Yet somehow i've come out of it stronger and highly motivated, I have seen the hand of God at work, i have witnessed His grace, I have pulled through... Had a rough phase between the months of September to December. Those I was in contact with got to hear of it, and kept motivating me to press on, be patient as they would say. I wasn't willing to spend any more time feeling sorry for myself, walking out seemed a better option, especially when you spend your day in an environment which constantly pulls you down and leaves no room for you to breath and appreciate the goodness of life. It became a battle of surviving a day, then a week, then a month........ This isn't what one spent their lifetime dreaming that their adult life would be like.... 2015 came with new hope, and great beginnings. Through this experience I have learnt that God exists, and He will never leave nor forsake me. I have learnt to appreciate the smaller things in life, I have learnt that you don't know what you've got until its gone, I have learnt that when a situation is bad, it CAN actually get a whole lot worse, and Dear God it got worse, worse than i could have ever imagined. I'm thankful for the family around me, my very special friends, every one who from time to time just offered their ear to my endless stories & cursing. I'm thankful for my hobby, running, at some point it became one of the only fulfilling things in the hours between 0400hrs to 1700hrs. God has been good to me, I can never thank Him enough.
No weapon formed against me shall prosper
His will never lead me where His grace cannot keep me
He will never leave nor forsake me
The Lord is my Shepherd
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